June is a very difficult month for me, and has been for years. It brings back a flood of memories that are sketchy at best. I have realized, since recently reconnecting with my past, that a large portion of my past life has been erased from my mind. One memory that I do have, is that around this time, 25 years ago, I lost a child. I miscarried, I never knew if I was carrying a boy or a girl, but the way in which I lost that baby and everything about that day still remains very vivid. I rest in the hope that one day, I will see my baby, and will hold it in my arms. Maybe my child will be older......do people age in heaven? This brings me to......

 Day 43 of 100 Days of Happiness: Today, I have looked back on my past, I will not go into details...maybe another day, but I have realized that I have seen the Strength of God as I have walked through my trials and tribulations. I have seen God's Love which has taught me to forgive others. I have also seen God's Mercy when He took a person like me; broken, beaten, and lost, stretched out His Hands and said, "Come to Me and I will give you rest." I am thankful for my faith in God!